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[Dec. 27th, 2005|04:20 pm] |
Brittney accidentally left herself logged in on LJ because she's dumb.... anyways, you can pretend this is her update:
I am soooo gayyyyyyy.
I looooove to be gayyyyyyyy.
Amy and Cashia are so hawttt i wish I could be juust like them.
I hope that someday I will grow up and be as sweet as Amy and Cashia.
L8R!!! |
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| is this what you wanted? |
[Oct. 7th, 2005|03:54 pm] |
Existing Situation
Authoritative or in a position of authority, but liable to feel that further progress is rendered problematical by existing difficulties. Perseveres despite opposition.
Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered.
Restrained Characteristics
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but restless and inclined to be emotionally withdrawn, which prevents her from becoming deeply involved.
Desired Objective
Wants interesting and exciting things to happen. Able to make herself well-liked by her obvious interest and by the very openness of her charm. Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming.
Actual Problem
Seeks to avoid criticism and to prevent restriction of her freedom to act, and to decide for herself by the exercise of great personal charm in her dealings with others.
Actual Problem #2
Has a fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants. This leads her to employ great personal charm in her dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for her to reach her objectives.
weeeeeeeeeeird.
<33 brittney |
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[Sep. 30th, 2005|12:22 am] |
So I've been sleeping a lot less lately. Maybe for obvious reasons, but also because I like staying up talking to a certain someone all night long. I miss being on the internet for 8 hours a day. I feel like I've missed out on so much and that's probably because I have. Having alone time is beginning to grow on me. Just keep busy and don't worry about it... keep busy.
I'm still way behind in school right now from missing a week, and I pretty much don't understand anything in life.
I'm in love with this weekend already. Friday needs to get over with. Party party partyyyy ohhhhh. Us girls are going slut-tastic. I'm sure something crazy is going to go down and It's going to be great. I need to hang out with my old friends again. I need to talk to them all again. I want to talk to new people and get to know new people. Crazy night on Saturday, then I'm waking up early on Sunday for awesome Ross hangz and Danielle. Heck yessssssss.
I'm going to make a childrens book about Penguins for my painting class.
I will be at only one Nintendo Fusion Tour date, and I can't say I'm that upset about it. I'd rather not deal with certain people acting childish and stupid. Too bad we all know something you don't. Hahahaaaaaa. Forget it.
I can finally say I'm done. I'm over it. I'm over you. I'm over everything. Over it fast? Yeah. But it didn't seem to take you too long either. Everything I say, you take it the wrong way. I'm probably done trying.
<33 Brittney |
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[Sep. 15th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
Okay, okay.
I'm having the worst time of my life. Everything is bad timing.
I don't know how to handle it.
What happened to that thing people sometimes do called caring?
But how cliche is that? I don't give a shit.
<33 Brittney |
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| Oh me, oh my. |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|03:46 pm] |
So I never update my livejournal anymore, but I decided to today.
All of the warped dates that we were planning on going to are done. I'm pretty sad about it. If I could go on the whole tour just working, I would totally do it. It was awesome seeing everyone and talking to random people.
Warped 2006 better watch out.
These pictures are from DetRIOT. Fun fun fun. They are Emily's.
( Gangstas and Thugs. )
<33 Brittney |
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[Jul. 28th, 2005|02:46 am] |
I love love love this song:
"So Contagious" by Acceptance
Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected.
And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow.
Don't let it throw you off too far,
Cause I'll be running right behind you.
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this.
You're the only one I would take a shot on.
Keep me hanging on so contagiously.
Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable.
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight.
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to...
To take a hold of you.
Oh you're everything I'm wanting.
Come to think of it, I'm aching.
On account of my transgression...
Will you welcome this confession?
Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this.
You're the only one I would take a shot on.
Keep me hanging on so contagiously.
You should download it. It's pretty.
Please just make this stop, seriously.
I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten in like 2 days literally.
I just don't feel like it.
I hate everyone.
<33 Brittney |
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[Jul. 25th, 2005|11:48 pm] |
My life sucks and I'm stupid.
I don't know what to do with myself.
All things happen for a reason I guess.
My bedroom will never feel the same.
Have fun.
I'll miss you.
<33 Brittney |
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| I'm not your star. |
[Jul. 14th, 2005|06:05 am] |
Dear you,
I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong. I'm sorry for all of the random bad moods I get myself into, and the ones I put you in. For maybe being bitchy a lot of times. I'm sorry for freaking out over nothing. For being too emotional. I'm sorry for not giving you the feelings I used to give you, for not giving you those butterflies anymore. I'm sorry for being a selfish person. I'm sorry for being a jealous person. For having low self-confidence. I'm sorry for making you do things you don't want to do, and for making you feel bad. I'm sorry for letting you down, or just not being what you expected.
I'm sorry for still feeling bad about this, it's my fault.
I swear I'm trying. I just don't want to miss you more than I already do.
It's after 6am and I can't sleep a wink.
Let's ride our bikes and meet halfway. ♥
<33 Me. |
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[Jun. 16th, 2005|02:03 am] |
Mmkay mmkay mmmmkay. It's finally time for a quick update. Yes, it's been a while.
So my wonderful last week involved Fabi, Cashia, and Gym Class Heroes.
South Bend, Detroit, Cleveland, Chicago, Toledo.
Long drives. Talks. Cds on repeat. Sing alongs.
Sweet shows and hangz.
3 hour lunches = fatties.
Huge ass parking fees. Zero dollars.
Drama.
Naked peek-a-boo!
Free shit.
CCK kids.
Seth!
Chris & Kate, woooooot.
Pete & Jeanae (no Ashlee, unfortunately).
Awkwardness, waits, and no-shows.
Miss yous & see you arounds. (I'm still trying)
Dirty vans & shout outs. Appreciation for once.
We all definitely helped the guys clean out their disgusting van. Icky, it was pretty gross. I won't lie, but it was fun. I miss those dudes. There are lots of pictures to come hopefully.
So Saturday is Columbus warped and I'm sneaking in if I go. I'm not completely positive if I'm going yet. I really hope I get to, I'll be super bummed if not. Come up to me and say hello if you see me beeeeitches. I'll be expecting some hellos even if we've never met in person before.
Today was fun. Batman is a long ass movie and I got bored. I'm freezing. I think it's time for me to maybe sleep, I have an early wake up call.
Make me happy with some comments.
<33 Brittney |
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[May. 28th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
Party was sweet. Weekend was good, minus the lies.
I wonder how much it would cost for an hour and 10 minute Fall Out Boy set? I mean, if you aren't related to the band?... I know what it costs me.
I didn't know Patrick had Asian relatives.
I bet an acoustic, low key half hour set would be cheaper. I guess money can make and break "friends".
I don't ever want to be your favorite.
Remember when you said you wouldn't change? This just in: You have. Or maybe I just never really knew you. You never knew me.
Maybe I'll see you around. Probably not anytime soon. Sorry for the bother.
<33 Brittney (Only because I always do.)
This is basically just me being angry/upset. I just take things too personally. Don't mind me. |
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[May. 27th, 2005|02:01 am] |
Waste of my night, and waste of my time. Waste of silence.
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know. You always know, you just don't care.
Is being honest really that hard?
I don't understand at all. I'm over making you do things.
Have a nice weekend, baby.
The phone will be on, I hope you will call. I might answer.
I'll regret this later, I'm just really angry. I already know what you are going to say.
<33 Brittney
... I'm sorry. |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|10:27 pm] |
So I have come to the conclusion that I really need to update more. More more more more moooooore!
We only have two more weeks of school left. I can't even explain how excited I am for this school year to be over with. The only sucky thing is, now I have no summer and more than a few certain someones ruined it. Whatev, I guess I don't reeeeally care that much. There will be very little showage. Little showage means more time making money and being lazy. Also less distance.
Fall Out Boy on TRL today was weird, but the best possible way of weird you can get. Not everyone should hate it or love it. "Hit it or quit it". I'm a creep.
Applebees tonight with the bee eff eff. Fun times. Great IMs. No spoons.
My mom has been super weird lately. She has been trying to actually talk to me about relationships and make sure nothing is wrong with me. I can't decide if I like it or not. She wrote me a letter tonight while I was out about how I need to open up more to her and talk. She also apologized about "being pushy". Now that I think about how I treat her I feel really bad. I guess it's always been hard for me to open up to people. I'm not so into spilling my secrets.
Leave me some love, loves.
<33 Brittney
Eyelid kisses and smiles are my favorites.
I have butterflies, too. |
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[May. 12th, 2005|08:52 pm] |
How cute are we?
Cashia and I basically love eachother. It's a true story.
<33 Brittney |
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| I can't say I won't miss it. |
[May. 12th, 2005|12:09 am] |
I just got back from the Academy/Mae show. It was a pretty good one. I was super stoked to see Mae... anyone who knows me would know that. It was Amy's last night here too, I'm going to miss her. Drama-rama tonight with the po po's which was craaaazyness.
Seeing The Academy tonight with the bands they were with was kind of weird. We had nobody there to make fun of Cashia and I, or to decide who was liked more. It just wasn't the same.
The Academy Is... missing some(one)thing.
<33 Brittney |
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[May. 10th, 2005|06:51 am] |
I watched FOB on Conan last night (of course, who didn't?) and it was amazing. Nothing less than what I expected. The whole time I was thinking "Just don't mess up, please don't mess up" and they didn't. It was great. I'm sooo proud of those dudes.
Emily and I rule for being geeks.
So I might update later tonight... if I'm not lazy.
I have school in 30 minutes and I'm running on 2 and a half hours of sleep. Eff thaaaaat.
<33 Brittney |
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[May. 2nd, 2005|10:06 pm] |
On the east coast we ride until the day we diiiiiiiiie.
14 hour drives = fun times.
I'm going to be rad like Caitlin and post some quick pictures. They are all ones that she took I think. Cashia and Amy haven't loaded theirs yet. But here are some! More to come later, along with some awesome stories and sweet quotes.
( Heck yessssss )
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